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Lana Bella
Michael Lee Johnson
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Just Because, Bad Heart
Just because I am old do not tumble me dry. Toss me away with those unused Wheat pennies, Buffalo nickels, and Mercury dimes in those pickle jars in the basement. Do not bleach my dark memories Salvation Army my clothes to the poor because I died. Do not retire me leave me a factory pension in dust to history alone. Save my unfinished poems refuse to toss them into the unpolished alleyways of exile rusty trash barrows just outside my window, just because I am old. Do not create more spare images, adverbs or adjectives than you need to bury me with. Do not stand over my grave, weep, pouring a bottle of Old Crow bourbon whiskey without asking permission if it can go through your kidney’s first. When under stone sod I shall rise and go out in my soft slippers in cold rain dread no danger, pick yellow daffodils, learn to spit up echoes of words bow fiddle me up a northern Spring storm. Do you bad heart, see in pine box of wood, just because I got old.
Canadian Seasons Exiled Poet
Walking across the seasons in exile in worn out house slippers, summer in Alberta prairies- snowshoes, cross-country skiing winter in Edmonton, Alberta. I'm man captured in Canadian wilderness, North Saskatchewan River. I embrace winters of this north call them mercy killers. Exiled now 10 years here I turn rain into thunder, days into loneliness, recuperate loss relationships into memories. I'm warrior of the trade of isolation, crucifier of seasons hang torment on their limbs. Ever changing words shifting pain to palette fall colors and art. I'm tiring of Gestalt therapy, being In and Out the Garbage Pail. I'm no longer an Aristotelian philosopher seeking catharsis. My Jesus is in a vodka bottle soaked with lime, lemon juice and disco dancing. Pardon amnesty I'm heading south beneath border back to USA- to revise the old poems and the new, create the last anthology, open then close the last chapter, collected works before the big black box. I'm no longer peripatetic, seasons past.
Michael Lee Johnson, Itasca, Illinois and Canada |