INSIDE THIS ISSUE:
Chris Lord
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ALCHEMICAL NOTATIONS Outside this chamber awaits a great contempt. It is the earth I avoid, the air I exhale, the fire quenched. There is no act of reverence reverential enough, no simple kindness kind enough, that I am not ashamed. I fear these words I speak each day are the recitations of a fool. These boundaries I have defined as limits of loathing and liking, arbitrary dictum. These people I have chosen to love, or not, impure distillations rarefied by formulae of my own bedevilment. Though quickened in the purity of moment, I hover over codices of suspicion. I cling to ciphers with the desperation of the unloved. What I do know is this: hidden within this callous heart there exists a luminous other, an alchemy so chaste that the basest metal would sing in its shriving. IN THE HEART'S LAND There are no laws in the land of the truly lost. There is no vanishing point, no center, and no periphery. Latitude and longitude run parallel and giggle about it. I revel in this new topography-- a place of no gravity and no horizon, where shadows do not require a geography of memory, and circles are rarely perfect. In the perfume of this place, I have no pulse. There is no me, no you, no them, no certainty in conversion. One inch equals the circumference of a freckled stone or the Gulf Stream. All points of reference have move outward in a silent and secret diaspora. But I remain. Nameless. 98.6 degrees was surpassed hours, or maybe eons, ago. On a whim, birds and Sundays defy prevailing winds. And the weather is musical when hands are cupped. Here cartographers once stood and muttered of dragons. Here the heart's land lies veiled in capriciousness. This is a country beyond manifest or map, where magnetic north is a bogeyman's tale-- and the choreography of snowlight is both guide and lover. LEVIATHAN Oh the lull of These indigenous soundings The great gray gulpings of air Smooth and silverdark A sliding into silence and past A breathlessness Remembered and found And remembered again These murmurous groupings Circling and surfacing A landscape of pulses and phrases A blue endlessness Echoing of risings and fallings And the whispered slide Of body against body Beloved leviathan Beloved waters
Shutta Crum, Ann Arbor
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