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Shutta Crum
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WHATEVER I'VE TOLD YOU BEFORE MAY NO LONGER BE TRUE Clouds shift, the sky tears, Orion slips a disc, new constellations burn paths through old maps. That trail between hills is a freeway now, or the ramp to a swamp convolute as a brain. We too change, grow fat, forgetful or wise, trip over curbs into the muck, may or may not climb out of rivers forever in flux, glassy or turbulent surface masking the crocodile. LEGACIES Am I too involved with dead predecessors: grandmothers, great aunts, alert in their nineties, grandfathers, father, uncles, my untimely mother, who all died too soon. Not morbid preoccupation. I was too busy before to hear out their tales of Tannenberg, Kharkov, Sebastopol, Leningrad, Anzio, Monte Cassino, how they survived uneasy peace in between. Now I recycle into my stories what I remember of theirs. As for their ellipses - one does not tell children the horrors-- I research, re-invent, apologize to them. O FLORIDA "Alligators there," the desk lady warns. So I head for the stretch of ragged green punctuated by palms edging the bay between the Siesta Motel and Taco Bell stuck on Highway 1. An octet of pelicans dives with one crash into water splattered with dawn, a sedate regatta of coots glides by, one cormorant vanishes, reappears by the pier. A few herring gulls. Beneath the bank, a navy-gray heron jabs his reflection off the gray beach one meter wide and pierced with pipes, paving blocks, driftwood, one sandal unthonged, tatters of plastic, crushed cups. More trash above on the shaggy grass where oversized white morning glories entwine palmettos, tiny wild roses, bushes with flame berries and orange flowers promising poison. I settle with breakfast buns, await alligators. Elisavietta Ritchie, Washington, D.C.
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