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ANTI DOXA-7
The roof Of Vienna’s St. Stephen cathedral imprisoned me in its geometrically Clear and distinct Criss-crossing white precise lozenges.
But my unknown body crawled through the four-sided bars due To my sight of a squirt of light from antique street lamp Falling on a snake-shaped crack in the old sidewalk.
It was a terrestrial epiphany, this squib of light. Although it felt ad infintium, lasted less than a second, It was a scintilla, That became a tromp l’oeil in my mentality. The evening wind had blown apart large yellow leaves To let through shivering silver scales as if The sidewalk was trying to become a silver fish And transform bricks into a silver river.
I breathed in the street lamp obscure scene And breathing its obscurity changed my life.
ANTI-DOXA 8
Often I remember a segment of Roma, the unadorned Church, high crumbing steps With a basement Of bones.
The bones, memento mori or a benediction.
Down the street, the Piccadilly Cafeteria Where in front is always a crippled Gypsy child With an unturned stolen cap for coins-- A presentation of the irremediable present.
Not far away the Baberini Palazzo where it is rumored Henry James Once participated in a noblesse oblige tea ceremony. A ceiling is by Cortona, Who did the ceiling for Michelangelo’s first Pieta, a ceiling Overlooked by tourists who pretend awe when visiting San Pietro After a short glance at the work below.
What I remember vividly is the brightness of the blood Dripping from a severed head in a Caravaggio Painting. The blood had been brightened by a recent expert restoration, The blood as urbane as Christ’s dirty feet, a Caravaggio painting in the church On Piazza Navona’s edge
I returned to my albergo and reread Spengler’ Decline of the West.
ANTI-DOXA 9
After a descant With clerisy,
The cognoscente, Who with lyceum language
All proclaimed and I think even believed they are my friends, I feel my feelings occupied another dwelling than the dwelling Every one swore I lived in.
My feelings dwelled in an obscurant melee That could not be deciphered.
I had thrown away the long circular package Of poker chips a so-called friend gave me for Christmas.
This event was the last type of communication I had with anyone. Strange, this gift.
I found poker, any type poker, boring, and had not Played since I was five years old. I am now ninety-five.
The person who sent the gift was a psychologist Claimed he understood both my consciousness and unconsciousness.
I asked him about my super-consciousness. He said that it was yoga nonsense. The cosmic consciousness was also nonsense.
He remarked that I was a schizoid personality and my coffee was tepid. He said I needed a new coffee maker. He recommended a shiny crimson device.
I told him I had a crimson-colored coffee maker, The carafe had cracked and oozed out brown warped stars over my kitchen counter.
Everyone appeared to me as a palimpsest. I doubted, was suspicious of everyone’s, as well as my own advertised Antidisestablishmentarianism.
I was a poet in a time when poetry no longer existed.
The causation of his gentleness and empathy, the foundation That established his non-conformity: his not being cruel And destructive was
His dislike of people.
He quickly sensed that most people spent their lives living by lies.
Also, they had no deep understanding of the lies they revered as absolute truth.
Everyone seemed to be a fraud, living by self-deception.
He despised the popular and praised entertainment of his time.
He especially hated the movies of his childhood. When Tarzan jumped into a pond to shampoo his hair, All the crocodiles hurried into the water to attack and eat him. The movie producer lacked the knowledge that crocodiles Are Taoists, and live primarily by non-action, not speeding to devour When an Ape-reared human jumped into a pond. Then the commercial –minded Hitchcock who had a deep understanding Of how make a profit from the slave-mentality’s purchase of movie tickets Endowed innocent sea gulls with the minds and habits of the Marquis DeSade. Then there was a movie about an ancient man who was named “Jesus.” This movie was an orgy of sadism, beating after beating, Accompanied by music that harmonized with the cruel actions. The slave mentality audience feel an intense joy As the blood oozed from each blow of the whiplash.
Being a misanthrope saved him from being one of the cruel
And brutal.
ANTI-DOXA 11 The baker called it “A sugarless wafer”; His face a momento mori and a memory of Rilke’s Apollo’s torso. A man with a brown-paper- bagged skin, braided
hat—curlicues All this happened in Paris.
Duane Locke, Tampa, Florida
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