INSIDE THIS ISSUE:
Laszlo Slomovits
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THE EARTH GOING FLAT ALL OF A SUDDEN you forget that you breathe the same air as her so you forget that the differences between men and women are irrevocable and so you just might discover other things like the sun rising west or the earth going flat all of a sudden but all your feeling for her can be summed up in a single heartbeat and exactly how the breaking of the vow can destroy all your defenses and you didn't know how much you needed them to possess even a very small part of her is to permanently give up a piece of your skull and then you find out that it's not the question of why or even knowing why you can not say that under any condition when she puts the trap right there in front of you and you step in it like a stupid bear and it cuts you in half and you get up and try to put all the pieces back together and get the hell out of there and that makes you happy? CHRONIC LOGIC she quoted the late great Eugene O'Neill at him: "...living with you has spoilt me for any other man..." so she said no they would not go the muffled storms roiled into one bolt he hit her he couldn't bear to believe he had done it but he did do not another moment not another chance not another beat not ever he couldn't live with it he couldn't live through it so he went out to the shed he vised the sight set the trigger pulled the light waiting for years for what was not he gave it a shot there was a fire in the skin a rain that goes right through and outside hits the ground and turns to ice the tent show queen poured darjeeling black and served biscuits the liontamer beer the guys who rigged the rigging came with not so ugly girls and passed out white lightning around the trapeze set up no net it was a circus tea it was a gamble it's your deal I know your kind I don't mind telling don't stop keep pouring about a year ago I caught him digging holes in my garden denying everything claimed someone framed him could you believe? could you imagine how I felt just then? I'm going to New York from here if you will let me through if not I'm ready for another hand he did destroy her life with his love she had tried to live with it she had tried to learn to live with it but nothing was ever spoke and when it counted he wasn't there but still she wasn't sure the fan was broke she became a walking boobytrap what was that what was that he said forget it she knew no one would listen she would have had to why herself to sleep she would have had to rut the same old line and who could blame her? there was only one hope and that hope slim
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