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LEARNING TO DANCE Aunt Florence always began each lesson with the box step. The waltz didn't seem quite right For me or my time: but I'd smile, try again. Left foot here, right there: cha-cha-cha. I'd need to relax, learn to lead, she'd say, as she led me To and fro. Upstairs, I'd close my door Hoping she wouldn't hear the radio Or me stomp about, as I tried to imitate How the older kids danced On American Bandstand, Certain I mostly looked silly. We hadn't yet heard of Saigon or Hanoi; Didn't yet dread the evening news. We could still focus on the sound of thirty-threes. Music on, Mrs. Dowdy's hand in the mime, we'd foxtrot: Flo on the couch, laughing, approving. Lesson done, I'd head to town, play pinball; Ride the Flying Horses, Hoping to grasp that elusive brass ring. By the time I'd return, she'd be lost to grin. The only time I saw joy in her was during those lessons, And I'd never let her down. With the volume up and chairs pushed back, Her arms steadied mine As I edged forward. IN MARSHALL The news is not good: refuges huddle In a muddy field. Channel surfing, I'm drawn to their story, Again and again. Like me, many in jeans; jackets With a team logo. Many in traditional dress Has survived a similar dread When young. I had left family and familiarities Without fear: traveled cross-country; 19-year-old; exhilarated. Setting down the remote, I set out To walk our quaint, Midwestern main street. Seeing my reflection In a store's window, I'm shaken By the finality Of lineage and chance. Joseph Murphy, Ypsilanti, Michigan |