Issue Number 11
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Ann Arbor Review |
Southeastern Florida Ann Arbor Review
INSIDE THIS ISSUE:
Lyn Lifshin
Jennifer Burd &
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DARK HORSE what was it about that dark filly, how did Ruffian, because if you know anything about me you know I've been obsessed by her in a way I don't understand. And if you don't know me, maybe you can help me figure out how this freak horse took me hostage, does. She was huge when I needed some thing bigger than any thing around me. But you know the story. Someone I can't track down said you look for what you don't have in the horse you go for. What made her perfect, killed her, her wild speed. What did I want from this beauty, a tomboy, all business some say, a real queen. I'm still her captive. But you, if you are reading this and you have some idea, some clue, please help, write me. WHEN MY MOTHER'S HAIR GREW LONGER, LUSH ON IV it was as if to make a pillow for her last bed. Her skin already pulling over her bones so her head was skull like. When she said her hair cut was kill- ing her, it stung like when she ordered "Death by Chocolate." It seems terrible, what happens to the body, the perfect teeth letting go as if in a hurry to get somewhere else while lines become graves around the mouth and forehead, trenches darkness fills. This broken body, once in 7 inch heels darting up Beacon Hill so fast no one could keep up with her SIRENS almost daily, crossing the park, hear them, background noise. Not for me today, not for my baby. Not this time, not yet. Yesterday with trucks backed up I wondered if there was someone saying it will be ok. Maybe it will. Or maybe some organs are shutting down. Or the one under the mound of sheet is already dead. I wondered if a car collided with another no one can still drive. This time it is not me, forehead scalped, over 100 stitches. This time I can go on to ballet, past the dogs in the park nuzzling empty cups, buds swelling. This time IF THOSE BLOSSOMS DON'T COME if the tangerine doesn't fill the house with thick sweetness. If you put your hands over your ears one more time when I'm talking. If there's another month of wanting to sleep all day, the cat the warmest sweet thing I can imagine. If this damn rain doesn't let up, I am going to have to rewrite the story you've got in your head about us and I don't think you will like the ending ROSE when it's behind my knees you'd have to fall to the floor, lower your whole body like horses in a field to smell it. White Rose Bulgarian rose. I think of sheets I've left my scent in as if to stake a claim for someone who could never care for anything alive. This Bulgarian rose, spicy, pungent, rose 16h birthday party dress, rose lips, nipples. If you won't fall to your knees, at least, please, nuzzle, like those horses, these roses, somewhere
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