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AFTER THE LATE STORMS Walking alone, heavy with silent argument, I came upon a creek clogged with debris and struggling against that rubbish with a dozen fish the color of creek, last year's dry grasses, and my searching eyes full of melted snow. I silenced the dispute by going in for a better view. The muscled water looked up at me, shifted, then relaxed-- the fish sliding downstream to a calm green pool to wait, to try again later, the effort dissolving under my gaze like the end of a hard winter. MIGRATION She always got the work done-- always organized, practical, taking care of us kids, the home, nose to the grindstone, good at everything-- she even had a knack for making play look like work. All the while she took my life into her hands, called it her own. I've spent years learning how to take it back, swearing I'd never take care of her. Now, her memory going, her grip on me gone, a tenderness I've never felt comes pouring. Today I lost count of how many times she asked what day it was and whether she'd eaten breakfast. We paid her bills, filled the pill boxes, crossed the calendar's blank squares to the next time I'd visit. At the door, we hugged again and again. And then--her ears, still sharp, caught the calls of geese just cresting the rooftop. Their wingbeat, and the trusting aim of their southward V filled her, and for those moments, her eyes were miracle-sky. "Look--look!" wonder smiled her whole body. And through loss, pain, and age, came a gift I'd never seen before-- how she could fly like that. Jennifer Burd, Ypsilanti, Michigan |