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GOD'S FACE IN MY BATHTUB In the bath, my son rocks back and forth, a metronome of monotonous movement. He holds a mouthful of water, maintains a closed-lipped smile to contain it until he can't anymore. Laughter escapes, breaks against his will. Water falls down his chest. I ache because I will never know what thought from what far off place is making him so happy, causing this moment of pure elation, nothing and everything is here in this room. Sitting beside the ocean of his bath, tides rolling toward a shore of simplicity, home, evening, Saturday, I know something, finally, of autism, of what it means to be consumed by feeling. I cannot break his beauty into digestible pieces, cannot separate contrast of pale skin from cracked-open blue of eyes, twin lights of reflection swimming inland. I am overwhelmed. Gazing on the face of God himself, I have to look away.
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