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WHAT THE WISE MAN SAID BEFORE FALLING I am the table and chairs, coming up short of slaves and slave-masters--I myself am not good fortune or fortune at all, I carry the burden of self-aggrandized independence and everything I want to say has already been said. How important can I be? Liberating a peach from its paper bag and turning it under the cool stream of water from the tap. I am flowing through an afternoon without hesitation. I contain multitudes, he said, quoting Whitman. Moreover the exposition of time and matter-- the keys which are the coffee which is the reddish beard of the undergraduate posing as a graduate and the graduate wanting nothing more than to be under- stood as flecks of poppy seed muffin, the peach still wet from the sink, the table, these magnificent chairs. We sing the song of what cannot be collected with a snowplow in the college parking lot, where what you thought it was, stacked and textured like a mountain of itself, simply isn't exactly what you were after--only itself, which is the blacktop, the white rusted van of the Fellowship Revival snowed into a corner, and the snow, and the plow, and the boy who fell from a bridge. His fake replacement hips made it difficult to ski. Burbury scarves. Frames without lenses. What you see is unobstructed. What you see is a beautiful girl with a neck tattoo. All said, I have always looked better in reflection: stoic, steady, alone. SEMIOTICS: EARLY AUGUST, DUSK Ferdinand spears a red rosemary potato, brown and slightly blistered with a fork, not the bifurcation of passageways, but the three-prong silver variety. A notion's infinity spiriting in through the window as he plucks and chews and swallows. Eschewing wine--he has to think tonight, work to do--he is already lost in the signals of signs, the signaled and the signified, the building blocks of everything if there is to be anything at all. He daubs the corners of his mouth with an embroidered napkin, sets the fork gently, tines down on the bone white china, ghosts through late afternoon as a prisoner of systems, of rational progression, of bluebirds twittering at the window and the window's infinity spiraling within itself. He neglects the effect of a nod, curious glance, an off-beat smile to tip the ivory pieces, topple and skew the signal's effect, the signal thusly, consequently the signified. Posture, in standard conversation, snaps the sepia filter into the camera lens, of the red suggestion of light, skewing again the manner of digestion and the now underwhelming birds have burdened a branch to sag. A line of birds. Limits of vision. Songs of layer and convolution, desperate attempts of a young strong man fighting tides, fathoms deep, struggling for breath in a fury of seafoam and threads of sense--struggle and privilege-- what Ferdinand might refer to as the great and righteous meander, or the great what-have-you, or the great partridge salt-shaker, were that not already claimed. He walks into the field, blue with night, and through it to the property line where he sets soft shoes on the bank and wades into the river. Beneath his feet, sand or mud, shards of rock and shell and bone, sediment that is the same, interpreted through the soles of his feet, though deep within his torture, altered, always changing--tongues of what it is and what it was now rivers away, oceans away--what's worked between his toes, he decides, what's packed beneath his feet, in the steady flow and gentle glow, the blue night's pallor and forgiveness, the touch of moon: subtle tide, sleeping bird, bowing limb. Jim Davis, Norfield, Illinois |